Im no longer special to you anymore... not even the least tiny-est bit alr

perhaps nobody come here anymore so nobody wld noe...

yah maybe shes right that i make ppl feel irritated sometimes..
pek chek they wld call it. a few ppl says so too altho i wun really noe they really mean it or they are jus poking fun.
but its really quite saddening comeing frm someone that u really treasure.
I really dunno ... how to make u feel not pek chek and the fact that i will make u angry often makes me believe im quite pekchekable..
haiz im oso someone not worth crying over... i'll jus be ignored
how hard reality hits me
i hope i'll be fine....