Read about a difficult issue on someone elses blog.
"do you tink that love is a choice or a feeling?"

I would say that love is not about choices. Its a feeling in you dat jus comes without a reason. A feeling you cant explain. A feeling that jus makes ur heart beat faster and the world revolve slower. That particular someone jus keeps appearing on ur mind all day all nite. If you ever loved a person till the pt where you still love him/her even tho u tell yourself not to have any feelings for that particular person then you will understand.
But upon further thot... the choice part comes in. Its true that its more of a decision than choice since humans don't normally choose the worst path for themselves, they would usually decide to go through their lives with someone they at least liked. Marriage is for a lifetime. Its not something like i marry you for the fun of it. It involves alot of responsibilities and people. Its never jus about 2 people, it involves the world. And wad happens after the honeymoon period is over, thats where the decision sticks.

Mayb i should also observe how interpersonal relationship works.
Its kinda interesting to find out what made people do certain things, why certain people say something, what are the underlying implications and how people react to it. Its fascinating altho I maybe assuming most of the time.

Time pass so fast dat it really flies... its already the 2nd week of june amd half a yr is goin to be gone. In 1mths time im gonna start school really soon. Feeling kinda irritated that I din really accomplished much in this half a year. Always say that I wanted to learn something be it piano guitar singing or dancing but in the end its jus talk i no actions taken. Next.... worked but dint really saved much in fact this in half a year my savings din even reach the $500 mark. 3rdly, I never really excercised except for the weekly sunday morning 2hr soccer that made me run abit. And we din even joined any Dota compies even after FaTs got his new com not to mention win some decent matches. This feeling of having wasted 6 mths jus suck alot.

Jus got my class 3 licsense abt a week and hav been driving out for the past few days mostly to katong for teo heng dota and oso steamboat at mc's hse. Met the soccer guys for dinner on friday after work. Although its fun to go out in a big group but its always v difficult to make decisions and stuff. you noe wad i mean if u go out wif like 7 or 8 ppl often. 8 of us dat nite.. first it started wif dinner at spagettidiez (did i spell it right?) at paragon. And being a friday nite and its like the Gss period we had to wait quite some time for a table for 8. After an expensive meal we have problems wif the bill as someone din pay the amt he was supposed to. And next we din noe wad to do after dinner. There were a few choices namely watch a movie? either shrek or ocean's or we could go play LaN or we could go sing at teoheng. Then tf doesnt wanna watch a movie when the rest were ok wif it and terr hav ardy seen shrek. And a few others dun wanna sing and we ended up wif the lamest plan and dat is to dota at GG when we cna actually all play at home.

sTeamboat at mc's house was really cooL. dere were also 8 of us and we all bought lotsa food to mc hse to have steamboat. The main course was balls -.- ha as sw bought $15 worth of meat ballsand we all ate to our fullest wif some stupid incidents in the course of our dinner. eg. we waited ard 20mins for the food and the soup to boil and realised dat yunjun din on the fire after 30 mins he did the same stunt this time he din on the switch. And after dinner they all played some games wif drinking up the vodka raspberries and red wine that andy brought as punishment. sw and I were not involved as we were driving. They had lotsa fun and yj and gk got drunk ha and they were all over the floor and they puked all over the place b4 we left. poor mc. But it was a fun bonding session we had.