I'm in a big mess.. 1st its the results. jus thinking of it makes me feel like taking a rifle and start shooting at people... although yesterday was kinda cool wif the cage and Og outing with the rest shopping and buying new shoes.. but everything jus sucks today~... left behind in everything. sometimes people jus make use of you for many purposes and then when u arent needed off u go.. what makes things worst is these people come into the category call friends. Forget abt that the other group of people jus dun feel the care u give.. they find it redundant... And its dangerous when u are alrdy feeling like a dynamite and some close fren u have comes along and jus decide to show u a lil attitude and dere goes.... u have just lit a spark to blow everything up...
makes me wonder again why am i here....

hmm i mus say its been a rather cool week... spending time with my old frens. Monday was at home till the evening where i had my 2nd treat from tf at crystal jade. Haha thanks for the treat its $ well spent heh. For the next 2 days i did something meaningful ha ha by accompanying poor mei mei for lunch at her workplace singpost or else she had to eat alone so poor thing.. and i also had the chance to indulge in retail therapy and spent like $100 on clothes which i haven done so in a long time... Warlords is a nice movie that i enjoyed with mr low... and our game of monopoly was definitely fun but irritating cuz i was the first to get bankrupt..zz In the midst of all the fun filled activities i still found time to visit dearest dan dan at dempsy ben and jerrys to have ice cream ha ha altho it was a tough and long journey dere cuz the whole of orchard is in a big jam starting from carinhill circle exit at CTE.. but nvm ha since dan dan was feeling bored and the thot of ice cream actually tempted me too..
And then i caught National Treasure with 01 and eeli oso on fri. I had much fun with the 2 of them before proceeding to my mahjong session with the usual other 3 mc terr and jy. But aiya becuz of that har i missed out on sending my xmas cards... reach home at 4am and woke up at 12 on sat and the postmen had all ended work... so sadly some of u ppl will be receiving my cards late... Fun filled soccer today morning with laughter and joy mixed with a cool display of skills and entertainment. Special thx to dan dan for waking me up oso heh and lastly merry xmas to all frens out dere love love.. yays

its been 1 week since the holidays started and it felt like a year.... boring holiday no travels no meeting ups.. a lil window shopping a few movies and some losing mahjong sessions. money seems to leak out but nv come back... and thoughts are often left unappreciated but yes life goes on.. the world still spins spins spins...

Happy birthday TF~
jiayou twin~
and for ppl who are out travelling... take good care out there
Merry Xmas ppL...

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它

I start to believe that most of the things that are happening are fated, under the influence of someone. Things like how people change how illnesses come about how relationships come about. Now i noe wad khoon wee means by change is the only constant... people change with or without a stimuli.. mite be something that causes change in one person or jus no reason at all.. As such these changes often leaves people wondering... Haiz everything is jus not wad it use to be..

anways.. Happy 21st bdae to NigeL hope u like the preZ we got and u will get ur 5 Cs soon ha ha in the correct context. And oso to kang hong~ hope u have a enjoyable bdae tho we haven met in a long time~ Get well soon mc... we will visit u often~ and oso to uncle dee.. and also most importantly happy birthday ah gong~ we all love u. no kynneth its not u~! ha ha is my grandpa ah gong~ ha

and... as long as i'm here for u people the world is at ur feet..