Another semester is over in the flash of an eye. Here i am back agan on this near forgotten place to voice my feelings to the voicelesses.
Have you ever felt like taking back words that were spoken? Its a very regretful feeling that some words shouldnt be said and everything might be different or rather same as what it used to be. Many things wouldnt have happened and i wouldnt be caught up in the mess im in now. This then leads to another past wrong decision i have made even further back. Why did i pour in my heart and soul to work so hard for this and yet in the end it brings so much misery. And even worse, now i pulled my fren into this shit together with me. If i didnt i could have just leave everything behind and escape. (altho it isnt a very nice idea). But then again, if i had changed the decision i would never have gotten to know some really nice people. Maybe we would just be strangers walking past each other every other day.
Sometimes its just the different perspective people have. Some people would interpret things differently form how you personally interpret it. This is life.. and often frenliness or kindness is often misunderstood in another manner steered by an underlying motive. This is the harsh reality of today. Wouldnt the world be alot better if everyone were more frank with each other..? There is a decreasing amount of goodness in todays world because evolution has taught humans that niceness is often taken for granted or to a larger extent taken advantaged of. No one ever remembers the little little gestures or acts of kindness people do.
Its ok. now that everything is going to change, i guess we should all move on. Not that i want it this way but it seems its for the best. Thanks for the times when we had fun and also for the times when woes were shared. I love you people.
Maybe i should just LEARN to be contented with what i have and tresure them. Sometimes you'll know that some friends are for keeps.