I'm in a big mess.. 1st its the results. jus thinking of it makes me feel like taking a rifle and start shooting at people... although yesterday was kinda cool wif the cage and Og outing with the rest shopping and buying new shoes.. but everything jus sucks today~... left behind in everything. sometimes people jus make use of you for many purposes and then when u arent needed off u go.. what makes things worst is these people come into the category call friends. Forget abt that the other group of people jus dun feel the care u give.. they find it redundant... And its dangerous when u are alrdy feeling like a dynamite and some close fren u have comes along and jus decide to show u a lil attitude and dere goes.... u have just lit a spark to blow everything up...
makes me wonder again why am i here....