They left or rather that person left... yup I did get my message across but not in the way i thot i would.. mayb its becuz i dragged it for too long and circumstances dint allow me too.. but guess it wouldnt be any different. Haven recovered from the fever i had for the past few days and so din go to work today.. wonder how work would be like now that some people are gone.
Recently watched a drama serials about this guy who have only 3 more months to live... Have you ever thot wad are u gonna do if u have only 3 more months in this world? How are you gonna live your life knowing when its the end..? I thought about it for quite sometime...haha i dunno why i always think about these kinda thing. I remember last time when was in sec sch i would think of something like if i wanna commit suicide how would i go about doing it.. and a few yrs later i decided on an ans.. I would lock myself in a car and slp in the air con.. I suppose that would be the most painless method... Ok back to the original 3 mths thing...
My basic idea is to not have any regrets.. I guess that would be everybodys idea right? First I would really like to spend more time with the people that accompained me thru a large part of my life.. namely my close buddies Fats sHeng wJ Lm Qj kK gY the usual ppl who meet up every week.. my ncc ppL tF KanG... my jC ppl...meL irV sTepH meiYi.. arMy ppL Jy KelLy paT rY.. and also my family altho im usually not on v gd terms wif but i guess when one has only 3 mths left wadever misunderstandings are usually not important alrdy.. I suddenly have this feeling of really thanking these people who are always dere no matter how sad how frustrated how whiney how unreasonable how irrittaing how pesky i am.. I really like to cuz recently i juz got to know someone's opinion of me... that im a pesky and irritating person... So now that i know i m i really appreciate the ppl who put up wif me thru different phases of my life.
Next I would write wadever i wanted to say to people that left footprints in my life no matter how deep or shallow the print might be... might take 1 month to do so. That is considering i write 24 hrs a day cuz there are really alot of ppl on my mind... Other than dose mentioned above there are still ppl like kim sy kw nat wen abo mx and the list goes on..
Lastly..and the most impt and i tink everyone shld do regardless you are dying anot.. And that is to let that special person in your life know how important she/he is to you. You never know someday you might never ever have the chance to say it.. might not even have the chance to say goodbye. Take the time to do some things for the ones you love. =)

Juz realised that life can be v fragile... Forgive me if i sound v morbid..
Miss you~