Been kinda lost lately... trying to occupy myself wif things so that i can get my mind of the matter but its pretty obvious i cant. monday nite i went swimming tuesday nite i went for driving and last nite, movie wif colleagues and today soccer session wif em too. Im tired but i still tink about it..... And all of u people are leaving... the guys hafta go becuz of their enlistment. So they are probly leaving on 31st march. Sheng wants a job change so hes leaving next week. And most of the girls are leaving too becuz they dun like it here. I guess i might be the only one left bah. Mayb coming to work will be even more meaningless without you ppl.. And she still doesnt talk to me. I don't know if its i dun dare to talk to her? or she doesnt want to talk to me. Mayb its both~ I really have alot alot to tell her altho it may not change anything but i really have alot to tell her. Its jus that i don't know where to start.My feet are feeling sore after the soccer today. I ran like a horse.. or izzit my stamina is deproving.... shit coming from everywhr... bad week..

Yah and i wrote a story... i wrote it in chinese. its a simple story la but i can actually write one...ha but sadly its a sad one..