I haven been blogging for more than a month alrdy... and this month alot of bad things happen which i do not wan to further tak about it anymore becoz it will bring extreme sadeness to myself. I dint expect the baddest time of the year to be after my army days. And i feel that all these incidents have changed me to another person...someone who i dun really noe oso. Its scary if the last time u talked to me is a mth ago and then u talk to me now. I tink that u might actually have a qn in the bac ur mind like ' is that really alvin?' Frens.... im losing myself and yah the situation is quite bad.