I dunno why but i jus feel unhappy.... Even tho im like goin to ORD in 2 mths time but i still feel v sad. i tink dat my grp of frens are not as close as we use to be. They hav their new frens and gerfrens and new pastimes and hobbies dat we no longer share the same feeling dat close frens shld have. Some indulge in bad habits which result to money wasting and ended up havin no money to go out together wif the usual grp. Others would like to spend 25162738 hours in front of the com instead of goin out wif us while the rest desperately finding new ways to land a gerfren dat they dun bother about the others anymore. Looking at them and tinking bac on our past days makes me feel depressed as i wonder wad makes us become like this.
In additon some of the people dat i feel dat they are close to me ( it might be a wrg feeling) are either lost somewhr out dere and no longer talk to me or get to meet up in the past 2 yrs or are actually not close to me at all.

I nid a pill dat can allow me to forget everyone i noe and live a new life...