Haiz...i dunno wads with me... I feel like a kid throwing random tantrums now and then. I'm complaining about almost everything. Altho some people might not think so.. but i felt that i've worked very hard for the past 1 month or so. Saf day rehearsals.. Ndp rehearsals. Im totally tired out.. plus the once in 4 yrs world cup. which means late nights.. hungry nights. Besides all these, i feel that i have not been like talking to my frens for a long time. A long long time...so long that i felt forgotten. Actually, i jus realised that some of the people that i consider or once considered close to me actually dint really bother about me. Like i dun exist anymore. izzit that i have been too engrossed with work? Work work and work and in the end i gain nothing and i lost so much.
I really exhausted. I really need a hug badly.. to giv me the strength to go on with life. but i aint getting it. In fact im jus ignored? I feel so unwanted... like i dun live a life.. jus merely existing. Somesort of like something left in the storeroom. You know its dere but u have no nid for it. And as times goes by u forgot that u have this particular thing in some corner of ur storeroom. Wad nonsense am i saying.... Anyway i jus need some love. seems so hard to get some nowadays.

I NEED YOU!