Dunno why am i blogging at such an hour. Its like 4am in the morning. another 1hr plus i'll be leaving for tioman on a holiday wif wj vic gy and ht. I've always been v excited about goin to tioman but out of nowhere i suddenly have a strange feeling that i am leaving alot of things behind when i go on this trip. Firstly, i am worried about the SAF day exco vetting on friday. The last rehearsal has been very bad and i have been brooding over this over the last 2 days. the junior batch are not putting in effort to do their drills. We still have a reputation to keep. Our core job is to do drills...wun it be a disgrace if our drills are worse than the commandos navy airforce? Junyi said that was the worse marching he has ever seen. Being in the contingent, i feel shits coz i noe the performance sucks. Dunno if i can do anything about it.

2ndly, Its the world cup. Going on a holiday means i might hafto miss a few matches. means lesser gatherings cheering drinking catching up wif frens.
3rdly It means im spending lotsa $. Feeling bad im spending so much. I even went to eat fish and co wif ry kelly and shuan on monday lo. Its like $20+ la..
Lastly, its u i worry about. goin on a holiday means i cant visit u for a few days. means im not goin to see u for awhile. cant u feel that im a lil reluctant everytime i leave..... Its such a shame u cant go for the trip lo =( No matter how enjoyable the trip is.. I cant share it wif u lo.. take care ya.. and hope u like the snacks i brought.