Haiz... Its like a vicious cycle. I feel that im back to the days when i always fear tomorrow. Tml is isatana duty day again. And i have another duty on friday..which is good friday. Everybody is out havin fun la~ and poor me stoning outside istana. I feel shits lo. And the nxt duty is monday which means i gotta book in on sunday nite. Im already having a shorter weekend than the others by mounting duty on good friday and they'r gonna make it shorter by taking away my sunday nite....Dunno how they plan one la..! Im so tired after yesterday lo life run followed by Guard of Honour rehearsal and then the actual in the afternoon and we reach back camp at 8 lo... Luckily i made it in time to orchard to get my white razor and white exactmat! ha look so cool lo. And I spend today rotting at home again... Sick of this stupid feeling. Maybe i think thats why the guys are telling me to get a gerfren. Its not that easy u noe. Sian and im booking in tonite. I suddenly have the urge to go travelling. Taiwan..! maybe i shld go find some travel guide to see any nice places in taiwan that is fun. Then i can plan and we shall go at the end of the year or after NDP. Yupz this friday Junyi and gang said they'll wait for me to dismount and we'll go pubbing ha then we'll go shoppin on saturday. thats if the schedule doesnt plan the dota compe on this sat. Hope it'll be next week. Shoppin wif them is quite enjoying noe... Din noe shopping can be that enjoyable. i jus went shoppin wif them last sat and i bought a tee frm topman. It was expensive tho. Hope the remaining of the week wun be so boring.